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shesgotwhatittakes asked: Thank yo for the nice comment you left me :) I'll definitely try your strategy! It makes sense!
You are very welcome! I wouldn’t suggest it if I haven’t gone through issues myself!. : )
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Me????? Mean?????
Talked to my ex girlfriend today. She said that since we’ve broken up, I haven’t been the same person. She said that I’m mean.
Are you serious???? Me? Mean? Are you forgetting who was the one that treated who like crap?? You went and partied with your friends while I was at my all time low….in bed for a damn year cause of my back……………the fact that I got laid off and had to live off on unemployment…….and didn’t get a single visit from the girl who was supposed to be there for me. The saddest and the lonliest that I have ever been was when I was with you.
Now that we are broken up…..YOU STILL CALL ME EVERYDAY! I’m the one who is being nice and still talk to you everyday because I was willing to have you as a friend in my life and now you go off and tell me this?
Maybe I have changed….I’ve changed because I’ve stopped feeling sorry for myself!!! I can finally live a life that was taken away from me for a full year, and I’ve promised myself to take advantage of this situation. I am never taking being healthy for granted. Now that you can’t have that over me is what is bugging you and I’m not waiting around for you to do something nice anymore
I’ve been mean since I’ve started working out??? I”m proud and confident of what I have accomplished! You have the nerve to try to take that away form me?
I’m happy and proud of who I am now…..if you don’t like it, then stop calling me!!!!!! HOW DARE YOU TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY FOR BEING HAPPY!!!!
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WOW!!!!!!!!!!!
My head is spinning!!!! So I started a new job!!!! It sucks! LOL!!!!!
They promised me the world. I gave up other jobs cause I thought that was the way to go. I like to work on air conditioners and fix them. They want to sell shit that the customers don’t need. But it’s all good. I know I’m not gonna stay there. And I have an open invitation to go to another company if this one doesn’t work out. I’m gonna go that rout. I’ve been talking to a friend from New Jersey. We just started kinda getting to know each other alot lately. She hopes to move to Cali. I told her that I’d help her with anything she needed to get by out here. It’s go cool talking to her. We made plans to meet sometime this year and go on I date. I plan to impress.
Get this….I’m going on a blind date!
well….kinda. My brothers gf is kinda setting me up with her friend. They gave me her number, so I texted her. We exchanged pictures. She is super cute!!!!!! And she didn’t stop talking to me after I sent her a picture of me, so I think I’m ok. haha
We are going to meet tomorrow at tgi fridays. She’s looking forward to meeting me (at least that’s what she said) and I”m looking forward to it too. Well it looks like the year of Ivan continues. It’s coming in all different directions!!!!!
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Lots to report….not motivated to write about it
So I’m gonna do it very quick here. Got a Job!!! Glad I’m going back to work. Still commited to working out. I’ve got bigger arms then I’ve ever imagined I would ever have. Ex wife about to celebrate 1 year of sobriety. LIFE IS GREAT! Too excited to write about it….but things are finally going amazingly!!!
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Wedding.
Went to a wedding tonight. It was really fun! The music was bumping and was that Mexican music that got me movin out of me seat. There were really no women my age there to flirt or talk to. All of then were really not so good looking, so I just chilled.
Seeing all the people dancing reminded me of when Bebe always wanted to dance and I always said that I didn’t dance and I wasn’t going to. One of my main regrets is that I really never gave myself a chance to dance with her.
I wish she was there tonight so I could have taken her out to the dance floor to dance, but hey….that’s life. I’m good with where I’m at with her right now, so It’s not that I’m thinking about all the negative stuff all over again. It’s just that tonight, it would have been a lot more fun if I had a partner. But I’ll find her and I’m still in good spirits! I hope I get to go to more weddings this year. Hopefully with my special someone!
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Got me a Job Interview!!!!
Monday 1pm………I hope it’s a good place to work and they want to pay me well. I’m ready to work. Let’s do this!!!!!!! This is my year. Everything is gonna go right!
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She told me she loves me
The other day I received an email. It was from my recent ex girlfriend. In this email, she professes her love for me. She says that she fell in love with me during out trip to San Diego….which was 2 months into us going out. Then she also tells me that she wants to be “the one” who takes care of me when I’m hurting and injured when my Lupus comes out of it’s remission.
She had a year and a half to tell me that she loved me, but she never did cause she said she was afraid that I wasn’t going to feel the same. She was right. I never felt the same.
Knowing how things were when I was sick…I KNOW that she won’t take care of me. She didn’t take care of me when we were together. So what? Are things gonna change if we started over again? I think not.
I’m not gonna go back. I don’t miss her. She doesn’t now how much she hurt and upset me during the whole relationship. I won’t tell her. I don’t wanna hurt her.
Considering that she “loves” me, I think it’s better that I don’t crush her.
Why is it that all my ex girlfriends try get back with me after I break up with them? I don’t know. Nice guys finish last. In my case…I seem to get the last laugh.
But then again…like Kenny Chesney says…..”I’m better as a memory, than as your man”. So it might not be me they are missing after all. Oh well…..Ob-la-di- Ob-la-da!
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Please Lord, Not Again!
As I now embark on being a single man again, the past seems to haunt me. It reapeats and I feel like its groundhogs day.
When I initially broke up with my wife due to her drugs and alchohol abuse, I was berated for years of her drunk dialings. It got to the point that I blocked her completely from my phone because she would only call when drunk. It hurt so bad, that is why I thanked my lucky stars when she got help. I knew she was better when the drunk calls stopped.
Now I’ve broken up with Heidi. 2 days split up, and what do I get? A drunk call from her in the middle of the night. It took me back and reminded me of those calls that I feared to answer. It made me hate her. I don’t want to hate this girl. We can be friends, but if this is a normal situation, I wont be able to be friends with her. Please lord don’t make me deal with this again. My patience has run dry from the first time. -
New partner in crime??? NAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
So I was talking about this one girl who can possibly be the one for me. Before I started to try anything serious…One of my best friends told me to that I had to explain that when I met this girl, I actually was in a relationship because it would eventually be found out, so it would be best that I get it out of the way. I was honest with her and told her the truth. It turns out she was in a relationship as well, so that was kinda funny. Then she proceeded to tell me about this guy, and that guy, and that she met a guy, and then some other guy…..then it hit me. THIS GIRL IS EXACTLY LIKE ME! This leads to a problem. You want someone in your life that will compliment you. Not one that is exactly like you. And you know what? I’m fine with it! Oh, before i forget……..I finally did break up with my girlfriend. So at this point. I am single and again, am completely fine with it. I feel less stress, I have no anger, and am not lonely right now. I stand alone and proud, as a stare into the death of my disappointments and needing of a partner. I got my friends and family. I’m working out and getting healthier. I know what I want. I will eventually get it. Until then, I’m just gonna be me!
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sooo full!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rough part about this time of year? I can’t resist the food. Went to my buddy’s house this morning for a traditional Puerto Rican christmas feast for breakfast. EXCELLENT PORK! I was so stuffed! Then when I got home (stuffed) I polished of a whole bottle of an eggnoggish drink with my brother, while talking about what is best for my in terms of my relationships. Turns out, my family really isn’t wild about my current girlfriend, But I’ll get to that in a bit. Tons of tamales here too, so I’ve just been munching on them. My stomach is about to explode, but I keep stuffing my face. Well, there goes all my weight loss.
ok, so my girlfriend. Didn’t hear from her all Christmas eve. Clock struck midnight, nothing. Woke up around noon Christmas day. Nothing. It wasn’t until 4 pm on Christmas day, did I finally hear from her. Not cool. I’ve decided to break it off tomorrow. She want’s me to go to her uncles house to eat. Im not spending time with her family if I don’t even get along with her. I am going to end it tomorrow. Done and done. I tried to be the nice guy, but I gotta do it like ripping off an old bandaid. It’ll sting, but the relief will be grand. Wish me luck!
